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Okay, so... I'm going through a phase right now where I'm extremely paranoid. I won't act like it on deviantART, or rather, I won't try to. I'm not going crazy or anything, it's just... I don't know. I used to have this very, VERY bad fear that I was going to die. Not immediately, but soon. I used just be sitting all happy, and then all of a sudden start crying out of nowhere.

I thought that fear was gone. Instead, something caused it to come back. We reasoned that perhaps it was Jacob's death, but after some thinking, I decided that wasn't it. Something new that I've been doing, someone that I've been talking to recently must have brought back those feelings. I'm not sure who yet, but I have an idea.

Anyway, I'm just saying this so that you know I'm going to be gloomy for a while, and it may show here on deviantART. However, most of my best works are made when I'm crying, so that's good [NOTE: I don't mean literally - I can't cry when I draw, it'll smudge the paper]. Thanks for any help you guys are willing to offer, you guys have always managed to make me happy in the coolest ways.



ABOUT



So, I finally made another decent fractal. Colorful, too. I needed something to keep myself happy. Thank you, *fractal1 and ~Rose47 for inspiring me with your colorful works of art, as you two are usually the reasons I ever attempt rainbow fractals. I often mess stuff up with rainbow gradients.


PARAMETERS



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SOFTWARE



Made with Apophysis 7x by `Xyrus02
Image size
800x1600px 1.65 MB
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niandas's avatar
Great colours on this piece :). Art can be a great way to show feelings, don't worry about how dark. And guessing many people on this site will know how you're feeling, I know I do, never nice, but there's peeps here to listen